Known Knowns

I’ve realized, the last few days, that being in limbo kind of sucks. Here I am, at a job that I get nothing out of (except a paycheck of course,) mostly surrounded by people who dislike me, waiting for a new step in life that I have no guarantees will be the right thing, or will be incredibly difficult, or will be totally worth the money. You’re probably all tired of hearing this constant back-and-forthiness that’s going on. I’m sure it will be over in about six weeks. And the fact of the matter is,  somewhere in my head, I have a really good feeling about this decision. It’s just being in limbo that is difficult sometimes. Wanting, wanting, wanting. And all this time, I’m trying to sit back and enjoy the ride, damnit!